Wednesday, February 4, 2009

way way WAY too tired

Lately, I've been extremely exhausted and unfortunately cranky and rude. (which I hate). Every year club season does something to me. The season goes from November to June. That's quite a long time, like 7 months. I'm not saying I hate club season, and that I wish I didn't play.. I'm just saying it gets very TIRING. Ask any other girl that plays volleyball. Somehow and someway this just drains us. Personally, I get emotional. I cry. Alot actually. And most of the time, it's over nothing. I just cryyyy. Call me a baby.. but hey, it makes me feel better.

Lately, I haven't been getting the sleep I need. I go to bed late, and wake up every morning at 5 a.m. I hate zero hour, with a passion. During the school day I usually fall asleep during class. I can't ever keep my eyes open.. it just happens. Than on top of that I have my volleyball class each day during the week. And I have practice at night on Tuesday's and Thursday's! Plus tournaments on the weekends. There's very little sleep happening during my week. Week after week.

This post wasn't suppose to make me sound whiney. Kind of just wanted to.. explain myself. haha. Telling why I'm always so stinkin' tired and why I am the biggest baby. But this is volleyball season. I've been doing it for 5 years now. I'm use to it. At times I wish I could quit, but I could never not go a day without it. It's my life. (A love-hate relationship. haha).

1 comment:

Stefany Pew said...

Even though it's a love-hate relationship.....you know there's more LOVE involved right?!! And yes...you need to get over it! Hahah! I played club and high school ball for 9 years straight, then went into coaching high school and club.....I'm in this all the way baby! I know what you are feeling like but it's true what you said......you just can't quit! It's your life and it consumes you. But it's a good kind of consume! We love it!